March: Portrait of a Lady on Fire (2019), dir. Céline Sciamma, France

As a person who loves films more than almost anything else in the world, I consume them constantly. And while I love to do so, it can sometimes get repetitive or draining, and films merge into each other in my mind. Only on the rare occasion do I have the kind of film viewing experience that only comes so often: it hits like a thunderbolt, and is so striking and impactful, that in your mind it becomes “before I saw it” and “after.” This is the experience I had this month when I watched Céline Sciamma’s masterpiece, Portrait of a Lady on Fire. I had been hearing about this film for over a year now, but with the list of “must-see movies” growing everyday, I had yet to get to it. I thought this project was the perfect opportunity to finally watch. 

Last month when discussing La Ciénaga I mentioned that when I first began viewing foreign films I was not initially “hooked.” Well, French cinema was the first to hook me, and the foreign market I continue to love the most. The French New Wave of the 50s and 60s is indisputably responsible for the most creative and influential period in American cinema, the “New Hollywood.” Starting in the late 60s with films such as Bonnie and Clyde (1967) and The Graduate (1967) and into the 70s with directors like Martin Scorsese, Brian De Palma, and Francis Ford Coppola, this period of filmmaking in the U.S. is remembered as the nation’s most artistic, and that is in large part due to the French films these filmmakers viewed on their way up.

The first foreign film that hooked me was Breathless (1960), dir. Jean-Luc Godard, which is not one of the best French films ever but one of the best films ever, period, and probably in the top five in terms of international influence. And the first foreign film that I loved (and is still my favorite) is Belle de Jour (1967), dir. Luis Buñuel, which stars one of the silver screen’s “great faces,” Catherine Deneuve. French cinema is bold, brave, and breathtakingly beautiful, so it is not a major surprise that all those elements are included in and elevated by Portrait of a Lady on Fire.

The film focuses on a painter, Marianne (played by the magnificent Noémie Merlant) who is commissioned to paint a portrait of a convent girl (played by the magnetic Adèle Haenel, who I selfishly want to see in an American film) to give to her potential husband. Over the course of the film, the two begin a secret and intense love affair. 

The 2010s were a decade with the most LGBTQ+ representation the silver screen had ever seen. Blue is the Warmest Colour (2013), dir. Abdellatif Kechiche, also a French film, was a boundary pushing film for LGBTQ+ on-screen romances, and Carol (2015), dir. Todd Haynes brought a lesbian relationship into a mainstream American studio and generated serious “awards buzz.” And while Portrait of a Lady on Fire may have those to thank for being able to be screen at the prestigious Cannes Film Festival or not being “controversial,” it certainly stands on its own, and in my opinion, above the rest. 

There is something so beautiful, even ethereal of seeing a woman capture the beauty of another woman. And in Portrait this is a two-fold: in the diegesis of the film’s narrative, Marianne is capturing the striking beauty of Eloise in her painting and in their personal relationship, while in the making of the film the director, Celinne Sciamma, not only a woman but also a member of the LGBTQ+ community, captures the beauty and uncompromising femininity of her two leading women. 

In Marianne and Eloise’s relationship, nobody “wears the pants” or is “the man.” In fact, no piece of dialogue in this film is ever spoken by a man. Because these two women do not want to be with men nor do they want to emulate them. This is not a “feminist” film more than it is a “feminine” one, allowing for detailed gowns and beachfront settings and gorgeous hair to not diminish a film or make it less “important” but to heighten it and sharpen it and immerse the audience in a woman’s vision. 

Céline Sciamma along with Adele Haenel (the two were formerly in a relationship and remain professional collaborators) have been, for over a decade, two of the biggest and loudest voices in French cinema. The two have been wildly successful on camera, not only in representing LGBTQ+ relationships and complex female characters, but also the accolades they have garnered. Sciamma won a Cesar Award (the French equivalent of an Oscar) for co-writing the film, My Life as a Courgette (2016), dir. Claude Barras, but has also been nominated many times, including for writing and directing Portrait of a Lady on Fire. Haenel has had a star making decade in French not comparable to anyone in America (although for comparison’s sake, probably along the lines of Jennifer Lawrence, Saoirse Ronan, or Kate Winslet in the late 90s and early 2000s). Haenel, at age 32, has received seven César nominations, winning two. She along with co-star Noémie Merlant were both nominated for Best Actress for their work in Portrait

Off-screen, Sciamma and Haenel have been advocates for LGBTQ+ rights and representation and staunch supporters of the #MeToo movement, which Haenel said France “missed the boat” on. At the 2020 Cesar Awards, when controversial director Roman Polanski, who infamously fled the U.S. after being accused of having sex with a thirteen-year-old girl, won Best Director over Sciamma, Haenel and Sciamma walked out of the awards in protest. 


Portrait of a Lady on Fire is one of the best films I have seen in a long time and one I recommend to everyone. It is a true romance with sophisticated characterization, mesmerizing cinematography, and a female director who knows how to capture women in ways men have not done. The talent in front of and behind the camera are names everyone in the world should know and should pay attention to, and this is the perfect film to hear their voices.

The Quarantine Diaries: Content, Content, Content!

In these crazy times, I thought it would be good to reflect upon things I have learned during the quarantine rather than dwell on the dangers. For today’s segment, I will be breaking down all of the movies and TV shows I have watched thus far.

Quarantine has opened up a lot of time, which although sometimes can drag, is easy to fill up with all of the available content on streaming services that I otherwise struggle to find time for. It has been a refreshing and valuable change of pace, and the content has kept me busy and entertained in these otherwise dreary times. Below I discuss some of my favorites.

Some Other Great Content I’ve Watched: Match Point, Knives Out, Uncut Gems, Frances Ha, Marriage Story, Room, Miss Americana, an extensive rewatch of the Disney Princess catalog, and lots more.

M O V I E S:

  • I, Tonya: I never got around to seeing Margot Robbie’s powerhouse sports drama when it was originally released in 2017, but three years later, I am so glad I did. Besides giving new context to one of American sports’ biggest villains, I, Tonya is a movie that is an acting showcase for women, both Robbie and Allison Janney, who ended up winning the Academy Award for Best Supporting Actress as Tonya Harding’s mother. It’s a fun and high-energy movie, and gives A League of Their Own a run for its money as the best female-centric sports movie.

  • Lady Bird: I ADORED Greta Gerwig’s 2019 adaptation of Little Women, so much so that I rushed to see her 2017 debut, Lady Bird. Starring the incomparable Saoirse Ronan, the film is a smart, heartwarming, and refreshing coming-of-age tale that features a protagonist who in confident in herself and her choices, even if she doesn't always make the best ones. Lady Bird joins the ranks of films like Clueless, Mean Girls, Easy A, and the 2019 film Booksmart as “teenage” movies that surpass the tropes and formulas of the high school genre.

  • Bridget Jones’s Diary: Renée Zellweger had a terrific comeback to Hollywood with her Oscar win for portraying Judy Garland, but before that, Zellweger was one of the late 90s-early 2000s most sought after leading ladies, and Bridget Jones’s Diary may be the perfect display of why that is so. Fun. witty, and very British, the film, lead by Zellweger as the perfectly imperfect Bridget Jones, is a delightful time that I am so glad I finally got around to watching, and plan to add to my list of “go-to” movies to watch again and again.

  • Jerry Maguire: Speaking of Renée Zellweger, I also watched her breakout role of Dorothy Boyd in the sports flick Jerry Maguire. From Cuba Gooding Jr.’s eccentric and self-absorbed Rod Tidwell, to Zellweger’s adorable son, to the titular character, played by Tom Cruise, Jerry Maguire perfectly hits all the feel-good beats of a sports movie and a romance, and mixes them into one amazing (and highly quotable) viewing experience.

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  • Dirty John: The podcast that the Los Angeles Times did on the real-life crime story of Debra Newell, a successful businesswoman who went from being unlucky in love to marrying a man that she soon realized was not the person she thought him to be was masterful, and so I was excited that the television series that was adapted from the podcast hit Netflix. While the limited series does not reach the highs of the podcast, it is incredibly binge-worthy and dramatic, and still leaves you with the question: how is this a real story?!

  • The Crown: 20th century British royalty and politics may not seem like the most riveting premise, but The Crown took me by complete surprise. Led by brilliant performances from Claire Foy, Matt Smith, and Vanessa Kirby, the show makes coronations and dinner parties thrilling and exciting. In all honesty, the scenes that focus more on British politics and less on Foy’s portrayal of Queen Elizabeth II are not as strong, but it is a series that cannot be missed. I am also sad to say goodbye to Foy at the end of season two, but excited to watch season three and see what recent Oscar winner Olivia Colman brings to the role of the beloved monarch.

  • Ozark: Perhaps my favorite TV show in recent memory, Ozark is a gift from the Netflix gods. Starring Jason Bateman in a dramatic turn as Marty Byrde, a financial analyst from Chicago who has to go on the run because of his money laundering dealings with the cartel, Ozark grips you from the opening scene and never lets go. Every character is complex, full of contrasting characteristics and loyalties, and the show finds a way to have its characters find realistic ways to escape, while also finding realistic ways to continue to raise the stakes. Laura Linney and Julia Garner boost the spectacular ensemble, and make Ozark another classic of the 21st century’s “Golden Age” of television.